Thursday, November 20, 2014
I just wanted to take a quick second to apologize for my lack of posting in these past few weeks. I've been having the most awful luck with my nails. It has been break nation up in here lately. I honestly can't really say why as I've not really changed anything in my nail care routine. The moment they start looking remotely decent, one goes and breaks.
As a result of the constant breakage I have been so down and just "not feeling it". I've been aggravated and cranky and just plain uninspired. Basically, I am in a FUNK that has been quite challenging to kick. My nails have been "naked" (nothing but a base coat), for weeks and the saddest part is that not even looking at my mountain of polish inspires me at the moment. I just get... well... really sad... It makes me sad to look at my polish and feel nothing. But, it goes deeper than polish... I don't want to get into it, but basically my "demons" have spilled over into my blogging. I'm trying really hard to separate those two... I feel bad because I don't feel like polishing, which then makes me feel bad because I am so far behind which then makes me feel useless, pointless.... I feel like I need to be honest. It is not all sunshine and rainbows as much as I'd like to believe that some times.
I miss interacting with you guys, but for now I need to focus on myself. I need to get my head straight. I hope to feel well again soon so I can get back to posting and creating.